New Digi Number

Today i went and brought a new digi number just as i said in the previous post, what i am feeling now is lonely and empty. i miss her so much and i love her..yesterday i deleted all the msg she send to me and all the photos and songs that are related to her.

so tomorow i going to mail the OLD DIGI number back to her, by Pos Malaysia and end of case. I hope after that everything would be ok.

Choices of Life

She pick that guy out of me, so the relationship between me and her has ended after struggling for 2 years +.

she hurt me more than I hurt her,

she gave me the cold shoulder more than I could count,

she always give me those unnecessary reply,

she seldom interested in me.

I love her with all i could give,
I gave all my life and my health and wealth for her,
I always make sure she is happy and well cared,
I won't neglect her even I'm busy doing my work.


He study in SINGAPORE I study in KUALA LUMPUR,
He study ENGINEERING I study PUBLIC RELATION,
He is 19 and I am 18,
He drives a CAR and I don't HAVE ONE,
He is WEALTHY and I am POOR,
He got HER and I got NOTHING.


She says sorry to me,
I told her not to say so,
She ask me why,
I answered just tell me that you will be happy,
She says thank you with a smiley :-),
My heart is aching and i told her I Love Her Always.


All the little things I do for her only me and she will know, i beg all of you don't know how devoted I am to this relationship.


Tomorrow I'm going to change my DIGI number, only those who I care about gets the number. The reason i change is because the current number I'm using now is my birthday present from her.

2 subject and END

I still have 2 subject to go, which is this friday and next monday.
I'm worried about my result and i can't achive high,
I wanted to do all my best but i don't know wheather i have given my 100%.

Today i din't sms KY, yesterday i understand something and know sumthing.
I'm quite sad now and I just want to tell someone that no matter how you treat me
my love for you won't change and it will go on forever, I won't lie to you
just want to tell you I Love You very much.

I tried to foget about you and go on with my life but everytime I go to a place
or just past by a shop i would think of you and went into the shop n buy the best for you.
I'm willing to give my all to you, don't worry I will ensure you will fell "Xing Fu"
although i can't give you all you want because I'm just a Human.

LOVE from ME